Sic Parvis Magna
Chloie, forever young. Youth For Christ. Lycean (LPU-Mnl). Future Diplomat. YOLO.
I woke up craving for you
Like a baby looking for his mom
I still love you
I never stopped
I stopped being afraid when I realized that the monsters in my head are far more terrifying than the monsters I watch in the movies and that the demons inside me are far more sinister than the ones around me.
I find the sectioning in CIR base on the students’ GPA really unfair. I don’t want to be in a section just because they told me so. This is so highschool. Ugh. I want to be with my college buddies. I don’t like to be in that cream section. Ugh. I don’t like competitions since I’m not really that competitive. I prefer to hang out than to review and shit. Ugh
Bigla akong kinabahan. Haha. Bakit kaya ako finollow ni Kuya Cedric. Mamaya piniprntscrn na pala niya yung mga pagmumura ko tapos malalaman ko na lang suspended na ako. Hahaha. Jk. Feeling ko may kinalaman sa.. Haist.
Ang sama ko na. Sobrang judgmental ko na. Kasi naman e. Ugh. Sorry not sorry. Bakit ganun ang kaming jejemon na friend ko sa facebook, mga college pa sila, yung iba mas matanda pa sakin. Nakakainis. Medyo okay lang yung jejemon e, ang worst pa, famewhore na mga ggss pa! Matatapos na ang 2014, college na, sana naman makamove on na din sila sa pagiging ganun.
I can’t. Kaya ako nasasabihan na BI e. Hahaha. Bwisit. Yung friend kasi ng tropa ko na magdedebut, nakikiusap sakin na magdala daw ako drinks. Wth. Tapos mag after party daw kami. Gustuhin ko man, hindi ako pagbibilhan ng ganun kahit saan, dahil una sa lahat underage pa ako, pangalawa mukha akong bata.
Okay na sana e. I was almost convinced until he said that. Tsk. Hindi naman talaga turo ng Simbahan na if you don’t go to church or pray or talk every Good Friday and other stuffs you will go to hell. Sabi sabi lang yun ng matatanda, but since related sa Simbahan, sa Simbahan ang sisi. Never once did I hear nung nasa Catholic school pa ako yung mga ganun na masusunog ako sa impyerno chuchu if I don’t do this or that. Kaya siya naba-bash e, before stating anything kasi siguraduhin muna niya. Though I can’t really blame him kasi common misconception naman talaga yun, and I can really feel his animosity towards Catholicism. He says he’s a humanist, and I do hope he acts like one. I don’t think bashing the Catholic Church or any other religion is part of being a humanist. He once told me that “If you want me to believe in your Redeemer then act redeemed”, now I tell him “If you want me to believe that you’re a humanist, then act like one”. I maybe feeling agnostic and all that but it doesn’t mean that I completely abandoned being a Christian, I’m still familiar with my religion of course, it is already engraved at the back of my mind.
Ayoko na talagang kablock sila ……… ewan ko kung bakit. Hindi ko gusto ugali nila, may pagkaplastic and selfish. Yes tropa kami, but I don’t like the fact na nagsisiraan sila or may pinagkakaisahan. Kaya hindi na talaga ako masyadong sumasama sa kanila e. Tapos BI daw ako, what the fuck dude, sabihin nila yun kung may maipagmamalaki sila sakin. Eh heck, mas matataas pa grades ko sa kanila. Tsk. Yes grades are just numbers, but at least I have something to prove, di tulad nila, puro dakdak lang. Tahimik lang ako when it comes to grades and scores kasi ayokong magmayabang, and hindi ako nagpapabebe when I say na hindi ako nagrereview, kasi hindi talaga ako nagrereview. I prefer to hang out, visit my social networking sites, eat, and sleep than to review, it just happens na magaling ako sa stock knowledge. I may sound arrogant and hypocrite sa sinasabi ko, but when you get to be around those people na tinutukoy ko, you will say the same things. Magaling sila sa front image e. Ts. I’m not saying that I’m good and all that stuff, but at least I know I’m better than them.